I remind myself that HIS PURPOSE IS GREATER THAN MY FEARS! He has a purpose in giving Annika to me, He has a purpose for her being born at this time and in this world that we live in. His purpose is greater than any fear I could have.
"For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways," declares the Lord.
"As the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways and my thoughts than your thoughts."
Why do I even start to doubt? I know that God will take care of her and take care of us. He has a plan, He is sovereign and all I have to do is trust. So when I start to feel the doubt and fear coming on, because I know it will - I am human - I have to run to Him, trust Him and remember always, that HIS PURPOSE IS GREATER THAN MY FEARS.